Well, the power is out at work so I thought I'd write a little...
Lately this Scripture has brought me comfort. Though, implied is the fact that you will be feeling discomfort in order for this verse to bring you comfort.
Ha.
Funny ;)
The reference is from Proverbs 20:24. On the surface it makes sense - that we won't necessarily understand life's ups and downs, changes, sames, and so on... If God is directing our steps, how then can we as finite beings understand or grasp His infinite wisdom in how He directs?
However, the discomforting reality is that we WON'T understand.
That's hard.
At least for me.
Maybe those with greater faith never have a problem with not understanding, but not understanding is difficult for me. So many questions...
What about...?
How long...?
How does this fit...?
Am I missing You Lord...?
Are you really directing my steps...?
I guess this is where trust comes in. I don't have to understand, but I do need to trust....
Trust in Him and lean not on my own understanding.
Trust that all things work or good for those who love Him.
Trust that HE IS directing my steps.
And if I'm off track? If I've made a mistake or missed Him? Trust that He will guide me back on track. His track.
Lord, I don't understand my steps, but you have said that I won't necessarily understand when You are the One in control. Teach me to trust You more. Teach me to walk one day at a time and trust the "why's" of life to Your infinite wisdom. And help me to trust that if I'm off track, if I seek you and trust you and don't depend on my understanding, you will direct my steps. I want to stay close to You no matter what. You are enough. Amen.
